Dare we speak of and remember the past pain which seemed like yesterday yet took its place in last December? May it be so only today. Let our mind sift through memory’s thread back to building blocks and figurines or when mother tucked us into bed. May it be that to her care we lean. … Continue reading Revisit the Good, Recall the Bad
They adjust my neck whereby my foundations stand. It’s that feeling when they grasp and twist with quick force, All in attempt to loosen the problem and pinch out the pain. Their chiropractic concern becomes the main course. No–No, stop, I’d rather have you readjust your hand Give that feeling when you clench and cut off … Continue reading Chiropractic Concern
The feeling of unknown Makes fighting worth the risk To shun a life alone While living full and brisk. But in your weary soul Joy is coupled with pain Rejections fill the hole And happiness you feign. Love is not worth sharing If not for one to love To stay and be caring Putting others … Continue reading A Feeling
(February 3, Wednesday) I might conclude that it was probably one of the most miserable days I have had in a while, at least physically speaking. My diet consisted of water, chicken noodle soup, a turkey sandwich, banana, and more water (and a fruit smoothie cause why not?). The main reason I was stressed, aside … Continue reading College Day 139 – Bearing the Pain
My very own mind convinces me that what I worry about is raining hell down against me. Anxiety breaks me from the inside out; eventually my consciousness will give up and my body will give in to destruction. However, the worst part about me enjoys this emotionally self-inflicted pain. I am mentally sick...
(January 8, Friday) Whether it is by yourself or others, emotional pain is given to you. It is not some sort of trait we inherited; rather, it is something we inevitably have to deal with. Today I was watching a very dramatic TV show with my friends and one of the episodes happened to be … Continue reading College Day 113 – Pain Is Given
I could be easily misunderstood if I were to tell people “I enjoy emotional pain.” Yes, it is equivocal and slightly controversial; however, my attitude about pain depends on my reaction to it. This pain often derives from a series of unfortunate events that, in my mind, affect me negatively. Nevertheless, the negative effects mean … Continue reading Pain With Purpose
(August 28, Friday) It was nice to finish up classes and just sit around watching TV. I didn't really want to do anything else. We were all having a good time and chatting about stuff. Shortly before some of us went to sleep, we heard that some people were stuck in the elevator. Of course … Continue reading College Day 11
Overwhelming joy and hope possess me Yet instantaneously I'm drawn back Back to the image I dreaded to see A Hole in My Heart, a heart not full–black. There is a want for change, change of the heart Will power satisfy my desires Or willpower to fulfill my own part? Naught can I alter, like … Continue reading My heart
Love, Such a curious thing All the pain it can bring. Love, Arms and hearts both open Some words left unspoken. Love, Together as couples Breaking through the troubles. Love, By telling everyone Two is better than one.