College Day 162 – Close Call

(February 26, Friday) I spent the night hanging out with my friends because their one roommate had left to spend the weekend with her parents. After dinner, we played some games and had some interesting yet gross talks to say the least. During our conversations their roommate was brought up and I instantly started thinking …

College Day 158 – Voluntary Stress?

(February 22, Monday) I had decided to pursue my plan during lunch after my early class; however, it wasn't convenient timing. I thought for sure I would have a chance that day but I ended up gaining a headache and stressing over upcoming homework and the fact that I still have the conversation dangling by …

College Day 127 – Company and Age

(January 22, Friday) As I sit and enjoy the presence of my best friends, I gradually begin to love the idea of aging and simply being around people I love. This time is precious and we will never know when it will be taken from us. Whatever other activities that I had planned for the day …

Man of Mercy

A man of mercy Well met by a child Searching for wisdom To be reconciled. His answers go forth As knowledge revealed Unto the hurt child To be fully healed. The child now restored His mind made anew For onward he goes To be looked up to.

Breakdown

My very own mind convinces me that what I worry about is raining hell down against me. Anxiety breaks me from the inside out; eventually my consciousness will give up and my body will give in to destruction. However, the worst part about me enjoys this emotionally self-inflicted pain. I am mentally sick...

College Day 116 – Deepest Moment

(January 11, Monday) I never thought I would end up having a deep conversation with all five of my roommates from 11pm to 1am. We talked about my current worldview and the specifics within (which I won't mention). I felt so connected and curious in thought. My head was aching yet my soul was open …

College Day 112 – Responsibility

(January 7, Thursday) Today's intriguing thought: Today as I spent time with my friends a thought came across my mind. I realized that my friends, and even roommates, in my eyes, are all more productive and on-top of things such as their homework. What I see is them taking their free time to work on what …

Night Of Thoughts

Night of thoughts and plenty more I cannot help but notice My absence of certainty Through ideas with no price. I am worried for my life All may change or not at all For every thought will push me And forsake me as I fall. Influenced by small details There is no correlation No connection …

Pain With Purpose

I could be easily misunderstood if I were to tell people “I enjoy emotional pain.” Yes, it is equivocal and slightly controversial; however, my attitude about pain depends on my reaction to it. This pain often derives from a series of unfortunate events that, in my mind, affect me negatively. Nevertheless, the negative effects mean …

Eyes

Eyes, eyes, eyes They have a mind of their own It is judgement's quick disguise Of what is presently shown. Eyes, eyes, eyes They leave no room for question It is assumption's surmise Of what may lack expression. Eyes, eyes, eyes They can be easily closed It will be truth without lies Of what you …