(January 9, Saturday)
Around the afternoon I spent a little over an hour listening to abstract music and sitting, thinking, deciding if there is a right or wrong answer regarding the approach to a relationship. I know that I have talked to many people, my friends, and my family about their opinions on how and when to start a relationship. I just had a moment to really think about who’s advice I should take, or if I should just follow my instincts, which happen to be molded by other’s opinions.
I am taking each “step” cautiously because I do not know the outcome of what I want to be in a relationship for me. I am getting older but I am not old enough to know what I want verses what I need at the right time, and this bothers me.